That's how long it's been since my last blog post; and ironically, the same amount of time will grow a baby! Although that is definitely NOT what I've spent the last 41 weeks doing, my life has gone though significant changes and growth during that time. In no particular order, I have:
1. tripped & fallen hard into love with someone who could never love me back
2. bought a house
3. taken 2 impromptu trips to the beach
4. had an emotional breakdown
5. had the most bummed out Christmas ever
6. leased a brand new car (right off the showroom floor)
7. moved for the 18th time in 20 years
8. started working from home
9. have lost 30 lbs.
10. have done an overhaul of my life and what I stand for
11. had my heart shattered into a thousand pieces
12. discovered that I really do enjoy shopping for clothes
13. spent an entire day driving my godmother around and loved every second of it
14. decided to try just being open and let go of fear
15. met the love of my life and leapt into love with everything inside me
In the last 9.5 months the new life that I grew was my own and I couldn't be more excited to see what the next 9 months holds for me. Through it all I've never felt more alive, present and utterly myself for the first time in my life. This time has included many tears, prayers, sleepless nights...but also just as many smiles, laughs, kisses and amazing moments of truly living life. I'm so thankful for this metamorphosis in my life and pray that I can continue to live each day and enjoy it to the fullest.
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